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INTELLIGIBLE
HUES: LAWYERS & POETRY
EVIE SHOCKLEY
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o pioneer!
"and the lord said unto satan, behold, he is in
thine hand; but save his life."
-Job 2:6
he made history sit up stiff like a new recruit waiting wide-eyed
for the next gust from winds of change. did another job
on the devil, in tailored sackcloth, catered ashes. sometimes
he hears
the children's voices louden slightly, as if they were coming back.
they are not. he claps his hands when no one's looking,
in time
with their dancing footsteps' receding: a memory, a summons
ignored. all up in the sun's face, his melanin bubbles to
the surface
like struck oil. he snaps his past around him, a matador's
cape, to keep
himself from disappearing, becoming some black hole consumed
with its own success. he is a brewing storm, high but heavy,
hanging
like a veil over that yellow daystar until he bursts into spears.
- for craig griffith, byron taylor, and stanley
stallworth, elected to the partnership of sidley &
austin, chicago, 1998
[505]
the ballad of anita hill
i.
beside a graveled path, stately trees
sweep back into a sudden arc: sun
cuts the bristly green rug. joggers wheeze
to a walk, watch the quiet field become
a trembling of squirrels and small
birds. cobwebs, dusty with dew,
cloud the shrubs: spiders enthrall,
simply by spinning out silken sinews
fraught deep within them. bereft of fear,
you were bright when you took center
stage: not dancing, perhaps, but clear:
prickly with bloodless truths. winter
fell, heavy and wet, quite out of season,
innocent. as if snow needs a reason.
ii.
sit up straight. smile. don't smile. wear
that nice suit, you know, the blue one
with the knee-length hem. say a prayer:
just a quick, silent "thy will be done."
bring your family (nuclear only). make
sure they dress middle-class and hug
you affectionately. be strong, or fake
it, but in a womanly way. don't be smug
or shy or prudish or loose, when testifying
that he said "pussy" or "penis" on the job:
push the words out, as if they were defying
gravity, then let them fly. weep. don't sob.
exude celibacy-heterosexual style.
sit up straight. smile. don't smile.
[506]
iii.
we crowned you for a day, a week, miss black
america: knew you as a round, brown face
pegged in a sharp, square frame: condemned your lack
of style-those tailored suits could never grace
the breasts of chocolate milk, the fleshy hips
we knew you had, the way an evening gown
would have: judged you on the size of your lips,
their color, whether they trembled, or turned down:
considered your talents-writing, teaching law-
yet ranked you highest for your undemonstrated
but patent skill at giving head (we saw
through your disguise): and ultimately rated
you a queen-bitch-jezebel-matriarch-whore,
destroyer of black manhood, and so much more.
[507]
lifeline
wedged in the top branches, rain still sighing
to earth as a dissolute sky dissolves,
a mozambican woman turns mother,
her water breaking loose to pool with the flood
licking the trunk below. a country-sized
puddle calls forth the child whose name, the mother
vowed, would not be drowned, no matter how
high she had to climb. my mother's water
washed her bare yellow bathroom tile many
years ago, a diluvial warning
of my struggle to arrive. we fought to
get me out, and have been tugging at each
other ever since, tethered by a cord
that simply thickens when it's cut. we
descended then, thirsting, churning, not into
the waters that hound the mozambican
mother, baying her and her baby in
the tree, but into that enduring ocean
in which-as mother, daughter, or both-a
woman's only choices are to drink or swim.
[508]
Evie Shockley, a poet and literary scholar, grew up in Nashville, Tennessee.
She received her B.A. from Northwestern University, her J.D. from the University
of Michigan Law School, and her Ph.D. from Duke University. She is the
author of a poetry chapbook, The Gorgon Goddess (Carolina Wren Press,
2001) and her poems have appeared in numerous print and online forums,
including African American Review, Beloit Poetry Journal, Callaloo,
HOW2: Contemporary Innovative Writing by Women, nocturnes (re)view
of the literary arts, Crab Orchard Review, Obsidian III,
and Carolina Quarterly. Her poetry is anthologized in Poetry
Daily: Poems from the World's Most Popular Poetry Website (Sourcebooks,
2003), Poetry 180: A Turning Back to Poetry (Random House, 2003),
and "Bessie, Bop, or Bach": An Anthology of Poems from the Diversity
in African American Poetry Festival (forthcoming, Miami University
of Ohio Press).
Shockley is a graduate fellow of Cave Canem (1997-99) and a member
of the Carolina African American Writers Collective. Prior to pursuing
the Ph.D. in English, she clerked for Judge Nathaniel R. Jones on the US
Court of Appeals for the Sixth Circuit and practiced environmental law
at Sidley & Austin in Chicago for four years. She is currently Assistant
Professor of English at Wake Forest University, where she teaches African
American and British Victorian literature. |