KARL CARTER
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Roots
The memories of my fathers
Whisper in my ears
as the images
Of days gone before I was born
Unfold in stories told
by my grandmother.
Songs sung on the back porch
in the evening sun
"Laud I'm gonna
lay dis burdin down
lay dis burdin down
"Woke up dis
mornin' wid
Jesus
on my min'
"Oh, yes, laud Jesus on my min'"
All on the back porch somewhere
in the summer
When I was small
[517]
Didn't We . . .
A Blues of Remembrance
I.
Didn't we make the trees
bend together
When I drew you to me
and made our hut
by the river
When the morning was
fresh with bird song
and forest light
And the tall grass of the
savanna
Wove its sweet scent
into our home
Didn't we make the trees
bend together
When the sea's song was
our dirge in the
silent hole
of
the sailing coffins
II.
Didn't we bend together
in the cotton fields
in one room shacks
And sorrow's song became
the love of Jesus
And Freedom was always
a dream
Didn't we bend together
When the night riders came
And the tobacco harvest
wasn't enough
When the bow weevil came
and the cotton crop
failed
And the wash you took in barely saw us through
And there wasn't enough
for love
or us.
[518]
III.
Didn't we bend together
When signs marked the edge
of the delta land
And our sons hung from
the trees
When our bodies bent to
tend the land
we shared
And the crop was never ours
When figures turned and
another year of
planting was
gone
Didn't we bend together
through the wars
And the tales of freedom
the young ones told
of life up North
and in Europe
IV.
Didn't we make the trees
bend together
When you drew me to you
and sheltered
me
in your arms
When time turned tail
on end
And the young ones sat in
and the old
songs
had new meaning
When cities burned and
Freedom's song
Was heard in every hollow
Didn't we make the trees
bend together
Didn't we. . . .
just
the
two
of
us.
[519]
Anyanayaa -- A Season In Sorrow
You came to me
in a season in sorrow
When I carried you
in me and your heart beat
pulsed with my blood
When the rains came
and my tears were
my comfort
When the leaves grew
bright with fall's
faint touch
And love danced upon
winter's breath
You came; eyes bright with questions
a mind filled with wonder
and a will and joy
for life as
strong as mine
You came in a season of sorrow
when only I could
greet you
And only love could make you
sing in the shelter
of my arms
[520]
Southern Road
-- for Sterling Brown,
blues poet
The land bends beneath
the weight
Of the red dust and
winding trails
That lead to barren fields
and empty Plantation houses
The soil echoes with
blues chords
and work songs
Spirituals sung on
Sunday morning
African lullabies in the
evening shadows
A red clay drenched
with tears
And blood remembers
As an old woman sings
to her grandchild
The loneliness and pain
etched in the tenor
of her voice
Rising into the blackness
of a southern night.
[521]
Heritage
-- for Leon Damas who drank
from the waters of his people
I am this country
singing my spirituals
into
the southland
Speaking in the shadows
of the years
spent under the
poison tree
Moving closer to the land
sinking my naked roots
into the fertile foreign
soil
I am the wind
weeping through my life
The blues of living close to
the bitterness of the
long naked years
I am the rivers flowing onward
my song renewed by
fresh springs
Moving nearer and nearer
to my source
[522]
Jail
There's no tenderness
in this brutal system
of things
Debased by the violence
of life gone wrong
since birth
With exclusion's specter
standing at
every door.
The fearful evenings
of victims
and night riders
The fiery dawns
of resistence
and revenge
A simple question
of privileges
and values
Of injustices
and death
With no exit
but revolt.
[523]
Heroes
Sometimes I sit up at night
Listening to myself cry
My sobs for those we lost
In the battle with the beast,
And thoughts flash my mind
Realizing that I am somewhere between battles
Counting those we lost:
Rap five years
in the internal concentration camps,
Cleve five years
in the belly of the beast,
Dan Massey paralyzed
by a racist cop's shot
gun blast in the back in Nashville,
Malcolm by an
assassin's bullet
Martin the same
Places come back like shadow figures upon a darkened
stage and bodies
lie strewn there
soaking the
ground red with their blood;
Orangeburg,
Jackson, Memphis,
New York, Nashville
The funeral pyres breathe forth their stench
And I sit lost myself weeping inwardly
Riding somewhere in my mind with Eldridge Cleaver
Through the streets of Nashville on an April night
During a riot
[524]
Markings
-- In Memory of Ms. Vashti Cook
The day has become
deflowered jungle
Burned crisp by napalmed years
of expectation
We have no monuments
The ashes mark the spots
where we buried
ourselves
Run through by the gun wounds
of the day
Shot down when we carried
T.V. sets in to the night
As the slow math of waiting
that quite rheumatism
of thought
prevails
While the whine of what was
my life has become
a scream.
[525]
Resting Place
In this place summers from me
In this place where Spring has
no song
Winter's moon hangs crescent
in the tree branches
Summer's night, like fog
holds memories
in shopping bags
And childhood dances in
the hallway outside
my door
Somewhere a clock is ticking
ticking
Minutes that stretch into days
But only I remember
When your song and
the rhythm of
the bed springs
Made cricket sounds in the
night
And our loving was like water
lapping against
the shore
Your voice--a melody in my mind
That sang in the kitchen over
bacon and eggs
And Handel's Messiah rose
to the rhythmic tapping
of the dishwater
Somewhere you are dancing
on tiptoes bare foot
in the night fog
Winter's away from me
Falls away from me
In this place where
summer carries
memories in
shopping bags
And Spring has no song.
[526]
Sojourner
-- A memorial for Leon Damas
I.
What do I say now to my children
That you wrote poems and made promises
Do I hand them a book and say
here read and understand
that his life was here
With us in this
World
And now Shango has received
your soul
At the end of the dawn I see
You sitting--cigarette in
hand
Sipping a glass of wine
Listening to the cries of island birds
and barefoot children
At the tip of an archipelago
In the Carribean on that
rock where Frenchman
Made hell on earth
for men
white and black.
II.
Now in this time of sorrow
in this time,
in this world
I have traveled a little ways
with you,
knew you,
loved you
Eyebrows arched, your voice
pot-marked with the
accent of a different
land
The quality of hurt and sorrow
traversed through
Years of work to
[527]
preserve a people's
Culture
To you life had not been
a fair exchange
Their clothes, their speech
their manners, their hopes
their music
their art
In exchange for being the
child of a former slave
and a "Citizen of France"
III.
But what of it now
when death finds us
On every corner
You sang with Sanghor
Rabiminjara, and Caesar
Who played the banjo not
Not the guitar
The strings and tom-toms
of your heart are
Silenced
Only the melody will be left
of a torch bearer
Who told us we looked
ridiculous in
their shoes,
their pants,
their coats,
their shirts,
their top hats
Who remembered a world
where bare feet
and brown earth
Touched and danced
before they came
IV.
It is at the end of the morning
I will look for you
At the edge of this
world I will hear
[528]
you singing in the
cane break
Coming home, at the end
Of the day
And we will dance together
embrace as brothers
brown feet on
brown earth
Spirits of red clay and
tin shacks rise
On barren rock
Ancient ones will greet us
and
Welcome home the Deputy
the lover
the poet
the Guiana-man
V.
Tell me now Obiaman, what do
I tell my children
How do I explain
That you wrote poems and
made promises
And now Shango has received
your soul
and Demballa
has his son again
I hearing you singing in the fields
Your voice a murmuring on the
warm island winds
I see you sitting at the end of the day
Reedy, thin, laughing,
telling tales to brown
children
[529]
Life Line
The lines of our lives
are written
on our palms
A twisted hand on old
shopping bags
waiting for
the morning bus
The wrinkled prints of old
fingers that
cleaned and sewed
wash and scrubbed
to give another
leisure
Old lines, old lives
A generation of labor
to nourish
hungry mouths
and tired bodies
Hungry mouths and old hope
Old lines, old lives
merging with the present
In calloused puzzles
on weathered hands
Bent bones and scarred flesh
That build ships, picked cotton,
broke rock, laid rails
Sewed and harvested in
homes and fields
Old lives, old lines
written in the palms
of our hands.
[530]
Rain
And the rain beats down
upon the earth
and the windows
Like notes from Segovia's guitar
Pronouncing in
Staccato-like phrases
Remembrances of loneliness
Like Miles lost somewhere
in a Universe of sound
Listing through a muted horn.
[531]
Solitude
Sometimes I sit smoking
And Segovia's guitar pronounces
In staccato like phrases
James Brown, Otis Redding
Remembrances of sorrow
As the southern landscape
Bows her head beneath the setting sun
[532]
Time
Sometimes when I am
alone
I sit listening
to the sound
Of time walking
On Panther's paws
Through a silent night
[533]
Karl Carter was born in New Orleans in 1944, and moved with his family
to Los Angeles when he was in third grade. He remained in California until
he went to Nashville, Tennessee to attend Tennessee State University where
he began writing poetry and was awarded his B.S. degree in sociology. Carter
then attended Howard University where he obtained his law degree. He practices
law in Washington, D.C. and resides in Alexandria, Virginia.
Carter authored two chapbooks in the early 1970s, A Season in Sorrow
and Three Poems, both published by Broadside Press in Detroit.
"Markings" was published in Presence African in 1970. "Southern
Road" was published in Black World in a special edition dedicated
to Sterling Brown. "Roots" and "Heroes" were first published in Stephen
Henderson (ed.), Understanding the New Black Poetry: Black Speech and
Black Music as Poetic References (William Morrow & Co., 1973). |